been so long

hey look, im back bitches.
if u havent noticed my stupid x sent me into a vortex of depression. im practically back to normal now, apparently i just needed some time...go figure. anyway i have to be at work in an hour i just wanted to throw some stuff up here that i wrote. by the way, i am not a poet, im just good at throwing words together.

this first incomplete poetic non-poem is called...

lifeless fly dangling from a spider web:

I’m a little bit of everything and not much of anything
Leave me in the dirt cause if I get up I’ll be staggering
I really don’t mind being trotted on and trampled
I’m not a leader of man so I’m leading by example
Collapsed lungs keep me breathing; broken heart keeps on beating
My only success is that I failed at succeeding
I feel like a puppet being strangled by my own strings
I soar towards the ground like a bird with broken wings

this next 4 liner doesnt haev a name:

Love dissipates in the air, spreading like a poisonous gas
The first phase is euphoria, then your heart shatters like broken glass
Now it’s in your system and it’s clouding your brain
How else could you be happy when you’re in so much pain?